Monday, April 19, 2010

I Want You!



...I want you soo baddddddd
I want yyooooooooouuuu.
I want you soo baddd.
It's drivin' me MAD. it's drrivvinnng meee madd!

I want polaroid 600 film really badly. i hope that camera works. i want a polaroid wall.


Indulgences: GILMORE GIRLS, prom gossip (oh goodness...), eating the rest of that coffee haagendaz(basically 2/3 of the pint) YUM, adding a LOT of apps on my phone, daydreaming, not studying for aps, doing practically nothing in class, iced coffee
Love: hearing that people care, when people reflect your enthusiasm/initiate enthusiasm, the little things and the big things, talking about food, when people share things with you about their lives
Listening to: anna ternheim:my heart still beats for you [[lovelovelovelovelove.]]on repeat.
Desire: "this weird feeling to go away", depth, closure, coffee, polaroid film, "person"(greys reference), excitement/adventures, memories to be nostalgic about in the future, a different way of talking(a way that's more intelligent sounding/sophisticated), to fit into my assembly dress and be able to breathe in it.

"I'm having one of those moments right now...One of those moments that everything is so perfect and so wonderful that you almost feel sad because nothing can ever be this good again."
Rory and Dean sitting in the car looking at the stars.
Yep, i'm past the point of no return. hello addiction.

Long time since I wrote something here, huh?
College. it's going to be scary. I feel like I'm already incredibly behind. On housing, parking, random requirements, everything.
I want to explore, do things. isn't it a shame whenever you want to plan something out with people but the thing(s) just end up not happening? the worst.
Don't really have much to say/Can't think of anything at the time being.
So, that's it. bye!

molten lava cake


pictures:
1.polaroid heart via flickr. i want to do either that or...
2.THAT. Yes, all of those are polaroids. amazing, no?
3. I'm going to make that molten lava cake. yesssiirrree!