Pitter Patter...

Indulgences: A surprise visit(:, going to cali adventures for free, LA trip, knotts for free, gilmore girls marathon, spending all my money on food(like always), finally signing up for an actual account for lookbook, going to the park in the rain while reminiscing and singing, sitting in the car a little extra long to finish a song and to watch the rain fall down the window,

Listening to: the weepies: gotta have you(and the kina grannis cover of it), iron and wine, tegan and sara, shakira:waka waka(reminds me of europe(: ), Dorothy Hayden's songs(esp. Here I Stay)
Desire: all the things i've desired in the past: basically, things never change.; DBrown riding boots, black combatish boots, black flat oxfords, motorcross jeans,etc., new clothes. To post pictures on lookbook, music collaboration, to be productive,
Love: When i'm coming home and i see that layer of fog that's below(near the ocean) while on top it's clear, and just for a few moments...i feel like I'm not in this world, but in this magical world of bliss.

I visited Hesse park today. It was raining outside, and I was in a romantic mood(not that sort of romantic)... I grabbed my umbrella and headed for that ol' familiar playground that i knew a bit too well. When I got there, it had changed, the construction was finished. I started reminiscing about the times i had on the old playground, and even the times that i snuck out at night and hopped the fence during construction. Swinging on the swings with a pal, staring at my house, making a comment about how the tree over yonder, looked lonely and needed a hug.

But it was all different. My memories didn't coincide with this new playground that I saw. i felt a bit sad, in a way, because i didn't have any memories with this new place. But, I guess this has to change. (:

So, I went along singing away: at the emptiness of the space, at the small little drops that fell from the sky, at the man who was walking his dog and crossed my path. I didn't let anything phase me.. I just kept singing on my way.

That's it for now,

Je T'aime,

Heather

First picture: boo, i couldn't find the pictures that I took of the marine layer of fog that I talk about in my "love" section. When I find a picture/take one, i'll switch it out. picture via palosverdes.com

Second picture: YES PLEASE! via pretty foods.

Oh yeah! A realization about me: I think that I'm a pretty patient person. ish, or more than some, atleast....? BUT. i realized that I'm VERY impatient with people who are not patient. I get extremely annoyed, irritated, and snappy when people are impatient.

kbye(:

Home is where the heart is

Indulgences: going to LA, attending the b here thing, going to hello kitty extravaganza. (:, cooking spam in egg and rice, eating a can of corn, movie, celebrating birthdays, ASAHI. ALL YOU CAN EAT SUSHI. SOO AMAZING., HOME>Love: considerate people, sincere and humble people, my highschool friends, full delirium from eating good food, the cold weather, that my sister would surprise me with a call at like 7 am to tell me that she's in line at best buy for the dslr that i mentioned i wanted but would never stand in line for, little quirks about people, tuxedo sam

Listening to: beautiful people by sam ock, she is love by parachute, pater peccavi, 2 am club, jra:by chance, clara chung:rocketeer cover,

Desire: stationary, to use a-daily thoughts and other random stuff-journal, new cute over the head headphones, a trip to all of these. yes please(:. one of those freaking adorable totoro cream puffs like in the picture, a totoro sofa, a hello kitty apron(don't laugh. but i didn't get it b/c it's a kids medium :[ ), to catch up with all my old friends, to write and send out all the letters that i've been intending to do, gloves, polaroid film, black boots, motivation, to join an acapella/something of the sort.

A bit about me: I generally don't change much, my procrastination screws me over, i LOVE food, i like reminiscing(maybe a little bit too much), i'm passive

photo inspiration:
1. on my building there's a large panel of reflective windows. I want it to be sunset with clouds in the sky with an array of colors in the sky. and take a picture of the panel of windows reflecting the spectrum of colors of the sky.
2. on the engineering building there are these white.. i don't know. up there. it's some sort of architecture design that would look nice if you get the right angle.
3. a line of orange trees that is absolutely adorable picture perfect. right near the barn. (:

So, I randomly went to a performance at UCLA that had joseph vincent, clara chung, kaba modern, quest, etc. they were. amazing! LOOP MACHINES. I LOVE LOOP MACHINES so much. I missed some sort of culture even if it was only watching a singing+dancing performance. it was great (:.

Considerate people like and treat considerate people more kindly. I'm just saying.

Definition of thankful: expressing gratitude and relief

Definition of thank: express gratitude to (someone)

I've come to realize that in my life, I'm very thankful for many things. But although I'm thankful, I noticed that I don't necessarily thank God for things. But i'm simply thankful. This may be a problem.

I overthink things. and question myself. not good.

So, I remember back in the day whenever I saw coffee I would squeal "MMM! COFFEE!" and a friend would tell me constantly how caffeine is the most abused drug. And I would be all sad ish , or not really. but I'd be self-conscious for my like of coffee. But while I was in psychology lecture: my teacher told me about how he had an addiction to coffee: it went to the point where he had 21 cups a day. And that he drank it because he got a buzz, and then built tolerance, and the only way to try to get the buzz was to increase intake. Anyway, in the midst of all this lecturing: i remembered when i became self-conscious for whenever i wanted to drink coffee. But! i realized that I don't enjoy coffee for the caffeine. I think coffee tastes yummy. and smells delicious. I'd drink decaf over caffeinated with no problem. it's like me liking apple juice. i like the taste. so i don't know why, but this put my mind at a bit of an ease. (like closing a chapter-a teeny one). (:

So, I've come to realize that I love where I live. I love how it gets dark dark dark at night and you can see quite a number of stars even though we're in LA. I love how it's naturey and green and hilly. I love that the air feels so clean and crisp and refreshing. I love that at school, even though there were a LOT of asians, we were still pretty diverse and have experiences with other races and arn't oblivious to different cultures. I love that around the area, there's all kinds of different cultured food that's made WELL and is delliccioussss! I love how it's all spaced out with little secret spots. I love that it's super safe. I love how you can go out at whenever time in the late night and walk in the middle of the street, and there probably won't be any cars. I love how there are a million shots of pv that are picturesque and the area in general has awe-inspiring views. I

I hate whenever I think of things to write about and then i forget them.. :[