Monday, April 19, 2010

I Want You!



...I want you soo baddddddd
I want yyooooooooouuuu.
I want you soo baddd.
It's drivin' me MAD. it's drrivvinnng meee madd!

I want polaroid 600 film really badly. i hope that camera works. i want a polaroid wall.


Indulgences: GILMORE GIRLS, prom gossip (oh goodness...), eating the rest of that coffee haagendaz(basically 2/3 of the pint) YUM, adding a LOT of apps on my phone, daydreaming, not studying for aps, doing practically nothing in class, iced coffee
Love: hearing that people care, when people reflect your enthusiasm/initiate enthusiasm, the little things and the big things, talking about food, when people share things with you about their lives
Listening to: anna ternheim:my heart still beats for you [[lovelovelovelovelove.]]on repeat.
Desire: "this weird feeling to go away", depth, closure, coffee, polaroid film, "person"(greys reference), excitement/adventures, memories to be nostalgic about in the future, a different way of talking(a way that's more intelligent sounding/sophisticated), to fit into my assembly dress and be able to breathe in it.

"I'm having one of those moments right now...One of those moments that everything is so perfect and so wonderful that you almost feel sad because nothing can ever be this good again."
Rory and Dean sitting in the car looking at the stars.
Yep, i'm past the point of no return. hello addiction.

Long time since I wrote something here, huh?
College. it's going to be scary. I feel like I'm already incredibly behind. On housing, parking, random requirements, everything.
I want to explore, do things. isn't it a shame whenever you want to plan something out with people but the thing(s) just end up not happening? the worst.
Don't really have much to say/Can't think of anything at the time being.
So, that's it. bye!

molten lava cake


pictures:
1.polaroid heart via flickr. i want to do either that or...
2.THAT. Yes, all of those are polaroids. amazing, no?
3. I'm going to make that molten lava cake. yesssiirrree!

Sunday, March 28, 2010

That was short...

Indulgences: cooking a baked ziti, reading a cookbook, sleeping a LOT., not doing homework, shopping, blogs
Love: not talking about colleges, clothes...sigh., getting excited for other people's futures, denim, shoulder detail
Desire: this weird feeling to go away, to stop having to rush everywhere(i think the tension is making me die early), more bible knowledge, GET A JOB. DO IT NOW., less ignorance

title referring to both internet fast and this post.
the short internet fast went better than last year, to say the least.
i remember last year i said no aim or internet? and instead i just spent a magillion hours on my "email" talking to people through gchat.
this year, i actually didn't go on the internet. but.. iono the fast didn't really go as planned. I expected myself to dedicate a lot more time to God. But, i found myself sleeping a LOT. instead?
So, I guess i shall try again sometime soon.
the fast, was a tad cleansing. Just, not to expectations, ya know?

It's been about four and a half months. yes, i've been counting. I'm still waiting, and wondering how long it'll be until this ends.

i dropped about 140 dollar yesterday on clothes. i havn't been shopping in a while. i feel really extremely guilty. and to make it WORSE, my dad was talking about how we don't have enough money for me for college and we gotta take out loans.
...yay.

I need to get a job. I need to stop saying that i need to get a job, and actually start getting/filling out applications and submit them. let the job hunting commence!

that's all folks.
Heather

i wish i was european.

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Fast Internet?

Nope. I am, however, going on an Internet fast.
11 days. No internet except for email, edline, college crap, weather.com, sometimes youtube ONLY if i'm learning guitar stuff on it, googlemaps, and if i plan on cooking/baking something: recipe searching but not for a long time 25 min max.
Sadly, this is going to be hard for me. But I have to do it.
Starting sundown tonight. ending: sundown on the 25th.
Feel free to call me up to hang out/talk.(:

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Honestly?

Hello new favorite way to tie scarves.

Indulgences: blogs. how addicting can they get?seriously...; random magazines(like..good housekeeping ones); nrb with koreans; watching a ballet; having dinner with pops; lazying around with friends
Listening to: Monky Mark& Emily Wells:"Symphony 6: Fare Thee Well and the Requiem Mix", The Living Sisters, Micachu and the Shapes, Jamie cullun, She&Him, bethany joy lenz:honestly(old fave)
Love: sartorialist, weird people who understand you, watching people change(for the good), optimism, when people say hilariously idiotic things,
Desire: Make my post-it+verse wall collage, do a cityrace/raceLA, saturday nights at the getty(boo, i missed the living sisters performance), perform at a coffee house w/friends, biking along the beach, people who are calling in search of wellsfargo to stop calling me.

So, did you know that there are pro-anorexia websites out there? I learned this little tidbit in psychology. but apparently, these sites call out to anorexics and join together to try to defend anorexia. They claim that anorexia is a way of living, a lifestyle, and everyone should just deal with it. Reason I bring this up? I feel like homosexuality is sort of similar. People trying to convince everyone that it's a lifestyle and that we should deal with it. I mean, if now the norm is to accept homosexuality, when is it going to become the norm to accept anorexia, right? no? Sort of like the video I saw in psych where there's a whole buncha obese people rallying for changes in society to fit to them. They claim that society should change things for them, not them for society. (such as changing car seats, larger movie theater seats, etc etc.) i find it a tad/pretty ridiculous, but maybe i'm cold hearted. who knows.

In general, i'm a pretty timid person. a lot of the time, i really really hate it. But, i'm coming to terms with it. Part of me really likes it, cause when i think of a traditional woman from back in the day, i think of a meek, mild lady who's graceful, poised, and such, which i want to be more like that.

I think that I and many others out there look at Christianity too often as a sort of "rule book". What I should do, and what i shouldn't. I'm really trying to abolish this sort of mindset, because that's not what christianity is about at all. Loving God is what it's about, and thanking Him. Through loving Him, i should naturally not want/do the things I'm not supposed to do. Through praising and glorifying Him, I'll naturally do the things I'm supposed to. I think I need to really listen to the Spirit's prompting more carefully.

99 foods It's pretty sad to admit, but mr. hoeger's class is by far one of the most interesting classes i've taken yet. I love how he emphasizes so much on culture and such. Although i'm completely overly screwed for the AP, i don't really care. Articles like THAT(the 99 foods one), are why i'm in love with the quirkiness of hoeger. that link, btw is 99 foods to try in LA before you die. anyone down to eat each 99? i definitely am. Hoeger says that two publications crowned LA as the food capitol of the world. Hard to believe, right? Or, i think so anyway, with competition such as new york, rome, etc. So, I feel like i REALLY need to go out there and explore the food realm of Los Angeles, knowing that there's so much good stuff out there for me to enjoy.

So, I don't want this to be of offense to anyone, honestly. it's just my random thoughts. But, I never really quite understood praise bands at churches. i understand. but i don't. Like, I get praise bands, to praise God, of course. But like. I feel that when only a couple of people are designated to lead praise i feel like the focus is a little more on them rather than on God. I may be totally completely wrong, but it's just how i feel at the moment. I also feel a bit.. off when i think of performances of christian songs in front of people. Cause,.. singing praises is to glorify God, yeah? But, if you perform a christian song, it's like sure, YOU're feeling Him. But when others congratulate you, they're congratulating YOU. and how well YOU did. "oh man you were so good! you sounded amazing!". It's not like people say "Wow, i really felt God through you. Wow, your love for God truly exuded from your performance and I want to know Him now too" or if they do say that, that's VERY rare, but also very amazing. But anyway, to me, it seems as if performing christian songs kind of robs God of His glory and is made as your own glory.

I realized that I really DO think I like food a lot more than the next person. Such as... a lot of things that I thought were common knowledge, apparently arn't. Such as, one time I was eating at sammy's woodfire pizza with some friends and there was a pizza with proscuitto and arugula. And,... someone said "What's... pro-skeww-tiooo..?" and i'm explain, it's "pro shoot o", ya know... the meat, thinnly sliced stuff" but.. i guess the person didn't know. Maybe it was just that one person, though that didn't know it, and others do. Also yesterday, we were eating chocolate at church and two people were like. what's... "nougat" and i think in my mind it was all... "dude, cmon really? it's that stuff that's in chocolate. i don't really know how to describe it. but it's the stuff! CMON. it's freaking nougat!" *shrug. maybe it's just the wrong people at the wrong time.

"The blue sky's above you, it's your time to fly" Thanks pops. So ya know when you hear other people's parents say sweet things, then it's like,.. aww. but when you hear your own parents say something, it's just kinda weird. That definitely happened to me today at the Assembly's "lunch with mom and dad" thinger. yeah.

I am the typical crazy asian girl driver. I turned a right a bit (understatement) too sharply, and like.. deformed my hubcap a bit. So, now when i drive, it makes this WRETCHED SCREECHING noise. it's pretty horrific, annoying, embarassing, and just terrible in general. sigh :[

"I don't want to talk about You like You're not in the room. Want to look right at You, want to sing right to You" I hear these lyrics in my car almost every day. And everyday, I want to really follow it and truly remember that God is constantly with me and to talk about Him in mind that He's there, and to sing to Him (just as the lyrics say. lol.) it's quite difficult, actually.

So, I realized that i'm REALLY REALLY REALLY OVERBEARINGLY addicted to the internet. It's pretty ridiculous, actually. Like, i honestly think i check like a bagillion blogs daily, multiple times, plus fb plus both emails, plus like.. yahoo and youtube and just. iono i think i've let it consume me. and I've been thinking about going a a small internet fast lately, and to be honest, i'm a huge wuss, and have been avoiding it. mm but i think i should soon. it probably won't be lent status long. it'll probably be only like a week, a week and a half. which.. may seem pretty short, but like. my addiction, like is so crazy that, that amount of time is QUITE long. So, yeah. i'll either be m.i.a. and not going on the internet, cept maybe email. or... iono. we'll see.

BLAGHABLAGH. that's all.
Love,
Heather

Photocredit: sartorialist. loveloveloveee.; laweekly.com kogi taco. OH, THAT'S RIGHT, I ALREADY ATE YOU. ONE DOWN 98 TO GO. mmmm.(:

Sunday, February 21, 2010

tjc.org

Indulgences: Going to the flea market(FINALLY), jack in the box churros, cooking nights!, wearing guy jeans, almond yummy yogurt
Listening to: Valentine, the notebook soundtrack(old favorites, especially in love with the main title and i'll be seeing you by billie holiday), new cd en mi coche, bird song by ingrid
Love: music, appropriate silence, delicious food, food outings, trying new different kinds of food, driving and trying to hit those little flappy markers that are on the road during construction(too bad they're gone now. boo)
Desire: to make that <--- cake. , learn valentine on guitar(workin on it. can't get that f sharp with the stupid bar. boo.), watch/read "the classics", the notebook soundtrack in cd version(whether bought or burned), more will to bible read, be a tad less awkward, get together with people music sesh and post stuff on youtube(:

Wow, super fail on my goals of the month... i was late to class everyday as usual. only exercised once, and my posture hasn't improved much(maybe a teensy WEENSY bit. but no. not really.) AND i didn't cook for my family. ugh. k, maybe i should only have 1-2 goals per month so that i can concentrate on them more..? or just plain try harder. yeah.

"Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. Many will say to me on that day, 'Lord Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and in your name drive out demons and perform many miracles?' Then I will tell them plainly, 'I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!'" (Matthew 7:21-23)
So, i'm pretty concerned about this. I feel as if, maybe i'm one of these people. I just cruise along, and then one day at the end I'll call out Lord! Lord! and I'll be rejected because I wasn't faithful enough/didn't do enough/etc. and that possibility is completely frightening.
I mean, where's the line drawn between people who believe Him, and people who sort of follow Him, and those people who are VERY devout? I don't know, no one does, except God. So I just need to try my best. (is it sad that i had to yahoo.com to find where exactly that verse was? yes, very sad indeed.)

So,... I know that I care for people. but i'm worried that i don't care enough for people. I don't feel this constant urgency to save people, to try to bring them to God. is that bad? i think it is. if i'm not caring whether or not people know Jesus Christ, does that mean i don't care for their eternal salvation which means i don't care for them..?
I don't know... just something that i've been tossing around in my mind.

So, I realized that I bought THE most different items of clothing ever, over lastlast weekend.
one. is a white lace dress that seems like old fashion, classic, almost churchy(picture of it down there).
the other, a black leather strapless dress.
i'm still trying to figure out how to wear these articles of clothing that i bought.

Pen cafe was thursday! it was quite fun :D i think we actually did pretty well. it was fun. i think i should stop complaining and just enjoy it more and stuff and stop overly thinking whether my voice is up to par and etc. and just have more fun with it.

so. the reason why my title is hello to nobody.. is because i thought no one, but myself would be reading these. or maybe like one/two other people who just happened to come across it or something. but lately, more people have been telling me hey! i read your blog. or something of the such (and when i say more, it's not liek A LOTT of people, just more than i expected). and to be honest, it makes me feel quite awkward? knowing that what i'm writing is going to be seen, read, judged, iono. it's strange. but i guess, what could i have expected... it IS online, it IS a blog, and i DID put it in my facebook(why did i do that, again..? who knows. maybe i should remove it.),... or do i like that people are reading this.? i have no clue. *shrug. sigh... oh the uncertainties of my mind.

influence of aunt/cousins
I need to be very cautious about the influence of others around me. Especially my aunt and cousins/family. They're family, and I know I'm supposed to love them, but sometimes the way they are, just.. make it quite difficult. My aunt's the kind of person who... so, last weekend my cousins, sister, aunt, and i were standing infront of the escalator/a little to the side of it. and two african american ladies accidently bumped into her, i believe, and went onto the escalator
as they went up, my aunt gave them dirty looks and said "fat ass" just loud enough so they can hear. And it's just like. woah, chill out. ya know? and it's like "oh well maybe your aunt was having a bad day or something..?" no, she's always like this. and imagine this is coming from a shorter than 5 foot asian woman. ...yeeah. She's super short tempered, and i'm pretty sure she thinks the world NEEDS to fit to her/her family's liking. and i don't know. it's just very frustrating. another example is at restaurants. OH, the WORST. my aunt is the kind who.. if even the SLIGHTEST thing goes wrong she will bizatch out the waiter and ask for the manager. and my cousins will fuel the fire, and LOVE when she does it. seriously, they brag about it, they get a THRILL out of it. it's pretty sick. but yeah. i would NEVER want to be this way/treat people this way, at all. it makes me cringe just thinking about it. if they ever read this, i'd be in a grave, instantly.

Wow, i really want to learn to be more photogenic. because this picture is plain terrible. Not going to lie, i think i'm sort of posting this here because i think it's kinda cool/flattering. but also mainly because i wanna remember it myself? iono. I mainly post things on here so that i can remember how i felt/what i did/etc, cause i like reading my old posts and remembering how i was/progressed. But, yeah. at the flea market this girl comes up to me and goes "hey i like what you're wearing can i take a picture for my blog". that was pretty cool i guess. but iono seeing her blog, it's not really like the fashionistas,, it's just like interesting clothes of people. So,... yeah eh *shrug. i' def not diggin those boots. or iono the outfit just seems off to me. bleh.plus i look chubby in this pic and i gots no neck and. iono just BOO. ohwell.

So, I want to talk about this movie I saw today called To Save a Life. go google to see what it's about. But, my friend was telling me about it and he was saying how it's amazing and really life changing, and i was really interested and pretty touched of how it changed him. And REALLY admire what he and my other friend are doing(more on that later). But to be quite honest, when I saw it, i didn't really feel the same effect. I really enjoyed the movie line, don't get me wrong, but i'm not sure WHAT it was that made me not appreciate the movie as much as everyone else did. something about the acting, or the tad bit of cheesy predictability was just a tad unsettling. I felt extremely awkward when, you know how after a movie, everyone's all OOH how'd you like it?? and everyone's all yeahh it was really good. like yeah, i thought it was good, had a good message. but some things just distracted me. like things i learned in my church that were different in the movie, like when the boy gets baptized, he wasn't faced down; how when he prayed, he didn't say "in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ I pray"; how although he was supposed to be all transformed, they still depicted him being super angry and such to his parents. and i don't know just,..other things like that . I enjoy the overall theme, but I personally didn't think the movie was OVERLY AMAZINGLY wonderful. I definitely think that if this story was in a well written book form, i would have felt more drawn to it.

I feel like there's other things I wanted to talk about, but just too lazy to type and i really want to get out a post tonight AND this post is already long. SOO, that's all for now. Bye!
Love,
Heather

ps. I really dislike when people say "extra ordinary" instead of "extrrroooordinary" because.. extraordinary is supposed to mean something overly amazing, something NOT ordinary. but saying it as "extra ordinary" makes it sound like it's VERY ordinary. which isn't at all the case.

pps. www.tjc.org check it out.(:

pictures via: prettyfoods.tumblr.com, worldrunway.blogspot.com

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Negative Nancy?

Indulgences: yogurtland trip, listening to people's stories, sleeping a lot, phone talks, overanalyzing stupid things :[, eating a buncha junkfood during 2nd,
Love: this., how choir kids come together at events like at the gala, things that give you flashbacks, when people tell you personal things unexpectedly,
Desire: deeper insight, dreams to come back, adventures, better gift-giving skills
Things I want to do in PV: go to a Concours d'Elegance, watch a horse show, go hiking on that trail that everyone knows about, go on the grunion run again, appreciate this place more


It is officially February. my goals: (this is more of a reminder to myself)
1. go to the gym at least once a week (oh dangit i havn't gone yet, i guess i'll be going tomorrow, ey?)
2. be less late to Hoeger's (not more than 5 minutes), only late once a week [failed. but, i wasn't late more than 5 minutes ... i think?]
3.stand up straighter/better posture in general while sitting/standing/anything.

So, you know how sometimes when you're someplace and see people you know. and you say "Hey ___!" and they look immediately at you and go "hey". and you KNOW that they knew you were there, but they were trying to pass it off as if they didn't see you and try to continue on their path? Well, I usually do that,...(the ignoring and just going on in my path. esp if i'm alone/with family) i'm not sure why i do this. It's sort of just out of habit. Maybe it's that I try to avoid an awkward situation? Especially if the people you see, are people you don't know extremely well, it can be VERY, overly awk. But, i think i do it mostly out of habit. but anyway, today i was on the other side of the viewing glass. I was the person saying "hey ___!". and usually, i don't think i'd mind much of the fake surprise hey. cause, ya know... i do it too. but, under my current circumstances, and etc, this encounter was a bit of a slap in my face. i think what bugs me is that it was two people together, ignoring me...as if it was already planned out to not look in my direction. But, then again, who knows.. maybe they really DIDN'T notice me. and at least after i said hey, they responded back and didn't continue to ignore me, yeah? that's a bit of hope.

So, I have this problem with not speaking up when i want to. You know when you're surrounded by people who are talking about something that is opinion related,... and EVERYONE has the same opinion and are ranting on about it? there's quite a number of times where in my mind, i'll have an opposing opinion. and i'll literally be thinking "should i speak up? cmon heather, just do it." and yet, i almost NEVER will. I'm not sure if it's because i don't want to start up conflict, or i'm afraid, or i don't know WHAT it is... but i never tend to voice my opinion much. I always wonder, during this sort of conversation when everyone's contributing to the same idea, except one person is silent... Do the remainder of the conversating participators think that the silent person just agrees with their position? Or do they think that the person is neutral in the position? I surely hope it's the latter, because I wouldn't want people thinking that i have some sort of standpoint, when i don't.

I think it's pretty funny when people say things they really do mean, but try to cover it up by saying "just kidding!" and you KNOW they really arn't. For example: if friend A is eating a LOTTT , and friend B notices this massive consumption. Friend B goes "LOL. dude why are you being such a pig" Friend A has a confused/slightly offended look. Friend B: "hhahaha just kiddingg mann".
(wow that was a really terrible example, but, do you catch my drift?)nd cmon, admit it, you've done it before, everyone has.
But, lately, i've had this habit of calling people out on it and saying "haha! no you're not [joking]". i'm starting to wonder if this action is incredibly irritating or not. hmm. prolly is? but iono, i'm just being truthful. *shrug?


So, today we had the drug/alcohol assembly video/presentation thing. and to be honest, i found it to be ineffective. I felt like the video was repetitive, not only within itself, but also through the past years of the constant "don't do drugs" sort of deal. especially the intro, "i didn't know this was gna happen...i just tried to fit in.." then they talk about their lives destroyed. don't get me wrong, i feel for these people, and am relieved that they have identified their problem and tackled it. but, it's just too typical. Also, i enjoyed how the speaker tried to create an analogy with the balloon. but i mean once he said "inside the balloon are my dreams" i immed
iately thought, "he's gna pop it cause of drugs" and he did, what a cliche. but, iono, then ag ain, repetition can be helpful too i suppose. but I felt like this presentation was directed to the wrong audience. I think the presentation is more of a prevention approach, when, we all know that a lot/large majority of highschoolers are already drinking and doing drugs. I feel like they need a new fresh perspective to address the problem. Person ally, whenever i hear anyone talk about drinking/raves/drugs/etc, i feel slightly awkward/irritated/i don't know. especially for those people who talk about those things CONSTANTLY: i'm not really interested in those kinds of things, i don't really see the point of talking about it. i find it stupid and insignificant. period. And, actually, to be QUITE BLUNT... i find the teenagers who party and talk about it constantly to be very pathetic. i mean, if you need drugs/alcohol/partying to connect with people, and if these are the core of your interests, that's just incredibly sad. i feel like people who do those kinds of things have nothing else to do with their lives and just settle with drugs/alcohol. i feel that teens are becoming increasingly more and more bored wi th their lives, and are trying to find any sort of stimuli to enhance their lives, so they resolve it by settling with drugs/alcohol. Quite a disappointment, in my opinion .
but, that's just what i think..

Wow, watched project runway today.
and i must say, i was extremely disappointed with all of the designs. I thought most of them were just plain BAD. this episode's dresses were filled with overly costume-y ideas, hideous hemlines, just horrendous taste in general. However, one grecian dress was mediocre; it was nice, but just another typical grecian dress. One dress, with the "heart" design had a good DESIGN, but i thought that the execution didn't live up to its potential at all.

I am GOING to cook one of the days next week for my family. recipe, grocery shopping, the whole shabang. i'm determined. i'll write about how it turns out(:

This week, there were Pen cafe auditions. (pen cafe is feb 18th (: )
and... i tried out with lynn and emmelyn, we sang norah jones' "don't know why". while practicing, we recorded ourselves. and i realized, while watching the recording, that i am a HORRIBLE singer. well, not overly horrible... But, not going to lie, i used to think that my singing was pretty good. not the best, but above average, ya know? However, i now officially think that i am less than mediocre when it comes to singing. I sing flat, quite often. and it's just bone shattering(i don't even think that's a phrase). i literally CRINGED while listening. it was awfully embarassing.
So now i'm dreading the actual performance. especially because i have the melody. and melody's supposed to be the loudest of course. boo. and i really don't want my voice to screw up the song and etc.
just thinking about performing is making me nauseous.(yes, i'm being melodramatic). but honestly. it's a recipe for disaster.
1.not being confident of my singing, while having to sing the loudest
2.not being able to sing very loud
3.me being flat
4.awkward kareoke soundtrack of norah jones instead of someone playing it for us
5. long instrumental interlude
6. just plain AWKWARD.
no bueno. not extremely excited. but i mean, i guess as a performer, i gotta suck it up and make it work, yeah? (tim gunn reference). hopefully things will all turn out well.

I just realized, this is a pretty long "downer-esque" blog post. boo.
not diggin' it.
Sorry folks. hopefully a more interesting post sometime soon.

Love,
Heather

Photocredit:
1.pvconcours.com, is this car INSANE or what?
2.prettyfoods they say that the way to a person's heart is through his/her stomach. i concur(:
3.prettyfoods. I found this incredible. how did they make it in that shape?? molds..?

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Goodnight Moon

WOW. if you havn't seen the moon tonight, you're definitely missing out.
IT'S A HUGE HALO and if you look really close at the halo, it's a RAINBOW. it's simply breathtaking and so increadibly perplexing at the same time. for those of you who are missing it. here's a picture i found on the internet of not the one tonight but another one.
So, i was EXTREMELY confused and curious of how this happens, and luckily, my friend sent me a passage from google:
moon halos are caused by tiny ice crystals that have gathered twenty thousand feet above the ground, as thin, wispy clouds. These clouds are so thin, you might not notice them at night, if it weren’t for their effect on the moonlight. Incoming light rays from the moon are bent, or diffracted, by these ice crystals at an angle of 22 degrees. This means that in addition to the direct moonlight, you will also see diffracted moonlight in a circle 22 degrees away from the moon. This is about the distance of your fist, held at arm’s length. Like a rainbow, this halo can even be slightly colored; red on the inside, and blue on the outside.

so, just for you guys who were curious.

I think that this year has been a large sky year.
I didn't realize the extent of how amazing the sky could be until this year, i think. Often, I enjoy the sky, but this year has just been MAGNIFICENT. from meteor showers, to AMAZING sunrises and sunsets to this moon halo.
I'm simply speechless at God's amazing works and am constantly reminded that He's there. He's working his wonders in
everything.

just a HADTO blog sort of subject.

love,
Heather